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The wrong side of the bed.

4 Oct

This morning I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. I was having the strangest dreams…involving high school field trips, my parents and this Plants vs. Zombies game. On top of that, in my dream I was sick.

My alarm went off at 6 a.m. and I thought well I’m sick anyways so I’ll hit snooze a couple of times and call my boss at 7 to let him know I wont make it in today, except I am not sick! My dream made me think I was. I ended up accidentally turning off my alarm. I woke up at 7:20 and realized what a crazy dream I was having and that I wasn’t sick and I needed to get my booty out of bed to be at work by 8. Anyways…I made it to work 10 minutes late, but everyone else was running late too! Ha and I thought I was going to have some explaining to do.

There is a meaning to this ramble, I promise. I was so grumpy because I was running late and just in a really foul mood, but it all turned out okay. My husband got up and made me a grilled chicken salad to take for lunch, I managed to get a cup of coffee made before walking out the door, I was not the only one late to work, the weather is a beautiful 57 degrees, and I have the most amazing view of the sun shining down through the trees at my desk.

Does this ever happen to you? You get so wrapped up in what seems like a huge ordeal and really it’s…nothing. Just reading this again now makes me laugh at how caught up I got in the moment.

It reminds me of the teacher in Ecclesiastes 1-3…2 “Meaningless! Meaningless!” says the Teacher. “Utterly meaningless! Everything is meaningless.”…What has been will be again, what has been done will be done again; there is nothing new under the 9 What has been will be again, what has been done will be done again; there is nothing new under the sun…14 I have seen all the things that are done under the sun; all of them are meaningless, a chasing after the wind…12 I know that there is nothing better for men than to be happy and do good while they live. 13 That everyone may eat and drink, and find satisfaction in all his toil—this is the gift of God. 14 I know that everything God does will endure forever; nothing can be added to it and nothing taken from it. God does it so that men will revere him.

I think God must laugh at us…most of the time. 🙂 I believe he has that great fatherly chuckle, like he knows a great secret that we couldn’t possible understand because we are too young. And whenever I have a day like this and I get upset and want to throw a tantrum…I end up feeling so embarrassed.

Sorry God. I woke up with my mind on the things of this world and focused on me; how selfish. Everything I “have” isn’t even mine. You are just loaning it to me until I come back home. I hope I can make you proud, I hope I can accomplish all the things you have planned out for me. I know you already see it all, like it’s already done, but I don’t. I feel stuck sometimes and I’m looking for the easy button, but I’m waiting until I hear you say, “Go, take the next step.”

Even though I make plans, it really is meaningless in a wonderful way. I may have woken up on the “wrong side of the bed,” but He had me exactly where He wanted. Maybe I wouldn’t have heard Him this morning if I had done things on my own terms.

Be Blessed, Adri

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